Cheese and onion hula hoops, Chandlerisms and craziness!!!

Yeah I’m eating cheese and onion hula hoops while writing this. :p So I had a bit of a bad day yesterday with my targets and in general really. The thing is that I realised that I’m not going to always hit my targets, its a big change that I’m looking at and I can’t expect it to just happen over night, it’s a journey and I can’t get too down on myself if I don’t meet them. What’s important is that I don’t just give up on this just because I didn’t hit my targets. The truth is that this is kind of the story of my life – I screw up in some way and then go blundering on anyway and try to change. So I haven’t always been very successful at doing what I know I should/want to do but I have never giving up which has been commended to me about myself. Last night I got into a whole slump about being a screw up because I’m always doing this sort of thing but then I realised (with help from one of my housemates) that it doesn’t matter how much you “screw up” its about how you deal with it and trying to stop screwing up no matter how much you carry on screwing up in the mean time.

Coming onto the Chandlerisms part of the title – I’ve realised that I have some characteristics that are very Chandler like and though the above post is probably less like me than some of his other characteristics it was one of the best I could find. So there you have the crazy way my mind works – not that you would ever want to be in my mind.

So I applied for a couple of jobs today and I did get out of the house but only to the local shop so not really the best way to meet my targets but I have met them today which in the mood I’m in I’ll take any small victory. Which brings me onto setting my targets for tommorow:

• Get to bed by no later than 1.00 am to get a decent nights sleep
• Get to the 9.00 am service at church tommorow
• Don’t get too down if I miss the 9am service or too big headed if I do make it

I posted up my friends’ last blog post last night because I really like it but as I said when reblogging it I don’t want to make a habit of reblogging others blogs and probably won’t do it again. Having said that it is a very good blog which I recommend you go and read because its great, but don’t forget to come here as well. :p Anyway I’m going to leave it there for now.

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